K u k u s t a r f i s h . C o m
POEMS
I've had
enough of you!
A moment ago u promised to be a good friend,
But u broke it and ignored me,
Now u denied anything about that girl,
And decided to please me back.
I'm surprise by the new girl,
I'm confused with the new you,
I'm hurt by your coldness,
I'm sick of loving you.
What's the use of holding on,
Waiting for a reunion,
If it's only me giving the chances,
And u just don't appreciate it.
I seek forgiveness from you,
Cherish those moments we used to had,
Never stop thinking that no one cares for you,
Even though I say those mean things,
Deep down, I'm still loving you.
Here by I must say,
This is where I shall stop,
Though my heart ache,
I must move on,
Like you did,
A kiss I wave,
A smile hide my sadness…
Written by RoSeAiDa on 12.11.99
at 10.30pm (Singapore time), dedicated to my ex Yusri.
Yearning Love
Yesterday I yearn for a love
A love from my origins
A closeness between relatives
A trust I give to my parents
Today I learn from the fact
A love from origins is by nature given
And shared the minute I came to earth.
A closeness bond between relatives
Is what I’ve been wanting for..
A trust not only from me
But from my parents too.
Now I’m receiving love from everyone
Everyone I’m close to,
Everyone I like.
Though the love I seek for is from my own relatives
My own blood my own origins.
Attention I may want to achieve,
Loneliness I may want to vanish,
Trust I may want to deny and deceive
Truth I may want to know
Still, I’m glad someone out there still
Hold on to me….
Written by RoSeAiDa on 27.05.99 at 1.43 am, dedicated to my
fellow relatives.
Love the day
The darkness of the day makes me wonder
In my own peace of mind
I would love to ponder
The darkness of each other souls undefined.
The wind blows my hair
My cheeks turn red
Oh how I love the coldness of the day
Yet how I hate the coldness in someone.
It is so wet outside
As wet as my cheeks when I cry
Inside built the coldness
Of sadness and happiness in my heart.
Still I love the weather
How I wish it be this way all year round
It makes me smile and relax.
People will be less stress with their lives.
Do I make sense?
Sunshine makes us hot,
People become easily irritated or angry
Rainy days make us feel happy and cold,
People become more tolerant and sensible.
Get it?
Written by RoSeAiDa on 18.11.02 at 8.30 pm.